My time spent in CJC is finally coming to an end. This post shall be dedicated to my last 3 years. I guess even after all the enjoyment and 'suffering' i've been through, i can say that the last 3 years have been really enriching and one whole experience that'll be with me forever.

hmmm i shall look back now, (dont mind my boring life) (anyway who the hell is gonna come here :))

J1 (2008):

came in CJ jae. the only thing i remember about orientation was my house name (arator) and my OGLs - Michael and Felicity. cant even remember who was in my OG. sorry.
School began. was damn excited to begin a whole new jc life. and finally...girls in the school^^ and that kinda began my downfall. but first some embarrassing moments, i tried auditioning for dance (stupid ben and rudy ps me while learning the choreo) freaking wanted to die after that coz i sucked.

Class 1T20! first thoughts....16 guys, 8 girls. shit JunLong in my class again! Oh SHITTTT austen in my class. Why are there 8 SJI guys in my class and no IJ girls! hahaha. then went on to realise that these people made my life damn fun (especially the guys) doing nonsense with JunLong and Andy. Getting raped by YouQin. Making fun of Austen...oops. Even PW was fun! and then the bad part. Chem tutor violet teo! omg. seriously wanted to kill her everyday. she hated me for my chem being so horrible.

Drama! first enemies - Mac and gang. so they pissed me off, i retaliated by flaming them = almost fight and lots of drama. only finding out later that its because of a girl that they came and made trouble in the first place. and that girl was none other than jane sng. first EC. then someone got jealous or something like that then blah blah blah. and now she and her bf(someone in that gang) are one of my really good friends.
31st June - did something stupid. led emotionally destroyed for awhile but also led to a new group of really really good friends like Shiu An and belmond!

Promos: failed. retained

OCIP India. Probably one of my most memorable and best times of my life in cj. shant elaborate.

J1 (2009):

Feeling all lousy and screwed up that i retained but at the same time happy with other things.

24th Jan: happiest boy in the world. shant elaborate

my life was really going very well. although once again i totally forgot my orientation group and people. studies were great, friends were great.eally liked my new class. few close friends in class that i could really talk to like sam and yy. everything was really going so well. made it to the hockey team. did quite well for MYE.

then stuff took a turn. having a really close friend of the opposite sex was really not the best idea for trying to be the best bf. and stuff became bad. drama drama and ended up with things ending....blah blah blah.
many htht sessions with shiu an & jane. plus study sessions with nick loo and jeanne to distract me probably saved my life. did 'awesome' for promos! finally promoted.

made new friends (i kinda hated them at one point of time in my life). began my badass lifestyle of drinking and clubbing and partying. little drama here and there.

J2 (2010):

Orientation Facil: after 2 years of lousy orientations, i hoped i would change that. loved all the fun and the other ogl's from my house. it can just be described as pure fun everyday.
this was the beginning of my academic downfall.
Hockey: chionged like crazy coz of the loss of the pro J3's. much time devoted to training and sleeping. but at the same time, formed a very closely bonded hockey team. and a new clique of friends.

So while my academic was just going downhill. i guess i had so much distraction before this and then...huge drama. it all began on 28th May, at zouk. basically i realised i was a bastard the previous year. and when i say bastard, its really like deserve to die kind. so yes. i put myself back into alot of drama with a certain someone that eventually leading to self destruction......blah blah blah. Jared died on 26th June and burned in hell till like now.
MYE GG, Post MYE GG
drama continues and supposedly ended just that i cant let go of myself being such an idiot. ah whatever la!
Then fell out with certain close friends in my class. this was probably the lowest time of my life in cj. felt like i really lost everything. Glad i had my hockey friends plus certain J3's that kept me alive.
but everything kinda snowballed and it was too hard to catch up, Prelims GG

so now school is ending. can say that 2/3 of my life in cj was not that bad. this year being the exception.
i really treasure all those moments and i know im gonna miss it after A's are over.
but for now, ive another battle to fight. one last war has to be won. i pray i'll do alright.

CJ was one hell of a rollercoaster ride. i just hope i reach the end point safely.

Results tomorrow!
PLEASE PASS ECONS!

bro paul says those who stole something from class should return it.
so the ass who went to my class and trashed my guitar should get me a new one please!

omg today was a sad day. i waited 2 hours after school for the ocip breifing only to get denied by mr leong coz im a retainee.
waste time sia. i suddenly felt like going back to india AP after seeing all the photos and stuff.
but i guess im also going for the wrong resons, like wanna relive those moments.
but that wishful thinking probably wont happen wont be the same without the other 12 of them who went!
we should totally plan one ourselves and go again or something!!!!

i really need to study! i've been slacking for the last month!
someone force me to study before i start hating it again. haha

im in a very p&w-ish mood!
MM today was quite nice. totally last minute decision to play with azriel and pris for opening p&w.
not bad for like practically no practice.
i really think i've been drifting away from my faith ever since i stop going for legion in sji.
its a sucky feeling. like i know i believe in god and stuff, i can pray and everything but i think my level of faith has totally decreased.
i really hope the upcoming legion alumni retreat will help me find god again.
today's meeting just made me reflect a bit about stuff.

school today was super tiring. PE was killer but kinda fun.
im still feeling damn drained from school.
i have half my gp essay to complete.
i kinda lost my train of thought so im taking a break.
its hard to write about prejudice and discrimination. like just too much too write and everything links back to the same point kind of thing.
i really dont like writing this kind of essays. like totally no inspiration

time to go back to the essay.
i need to start studying maths. differentiation is killing me.
and wtf is ionic equlibria!
i need to be a mugger and be happy to study.
inspiration and good influence please come to me!

25 weeks ago, i blogged.
testing blogging again, doubt it will be permanent.

im lazy. shall bullet my blog.
- school is quite fun now! although its been quite a lazy atmosphere since MYE finished. i dont have very long till promos. MUG TIME!
- i've become damn adventurous la! tried almost all the stalls in the canteen! 2 years to do it! haha
- im addicted to paramore again
- MP3 is spoilt, the screen accidentally got smashed and it costs the price of a new one to fix. Therefore, no music once again! (iPod got stolen before promos last year)
- trying to go for mass every mon, wed, fri morning
-  im trying to be more friendly. must stop dao-ing people or walking past without noticing people and saying hi. (still working on that)
- training hard for hockey!
- aim to get all A's for promos so i'll get a gibson les paul from my parents!!!!

ok thats about everything that is happening/happened.

im starting to enjoy class these days. closer to classmates and its easy to be happy in class. dunno why also.
today was so fun! like back row damn high. i accidentally killed daphne's mickey! the head broke off the body.
it was just a happy day. slacked with some of them in the canteen after school. kept laughing. hopefully everyone stays happy always.
everyone should laugh and smile more!
people around me should stop stressing and depressing. especially the J2's! Good luck to them!